Sunday, May 18, 2008

我仿佛回到了以前

我突然又想写部落格,可能是有灵感吧!

一个人困在家一点都不好受,尤其是在我行动不方便的时候。我本身解压的方式就是听着MP3在路上漫无目的地走。我现在连这么简单的事情都做不到。

刹那间觉得自己回到高一,也就是3年前。当时的我很不开心,因为觉得自己的生活缺少了很多。虽然当时在别人眼中的我是一位不需为许多事情烦恼的人,尤其是学业,但是我一点也活得不快乐。

现在的我也是这样。人们羡慕我懂得算命、有个温暖的家、可以读大学、甚至有机会拿奖学金,但是又怎样?我还是一点也不快乐。一生何求?我也不知道。我只想快快乐乐的过生活,不过怎么做?再加上现在我伤了旧患,行动很不方便,想在街上走走,从中得到快乐的能力都没有。再加上我身边有很多信不过、不了解我的人,我也不懂找谁倾诉。有时,我也不想因为我的情绪不好而影响到我的朋友。不过我该怎么做呢?人们都看开,这句话我听过无数次了,可是一点启发都没有。

不知道我怎么才会有启发呢?

Decision isn't easy to make

I'm finally coming back to blog. Ziheng, you can read a new entry frm me. Perhaps this is the long awaited english entry that many of u wanted me to write. Anw, i feel that writing in any language means the same to me, coz i juz wanna release my emotions and so on.

Anw, i'm now on crutches as many of you have known, coz i juz aggravated my knee injury. And honestly, i'm a little pissed abt that. Why? Perhaps you can come and ask me, coz it's some very sensitive issue.

Had been feeling emo for the past few weeks. Why? A lot of decision to make, though the answer is juz a yes or no. For my love life, decision has to be made. I just felt that i'm like fighting thru a terminal disease. Well, ppl that have nvr gotten into a state whereby u have nvr dated b4 won't understand. And also f0r those who nvr realli put in lots of effort on a gal b4, u also won't understand the situation i'm in. Come on, i know it's shocking that i nvr dated b4. Laugh at me everyone.....

I nvr dated b4, so what?


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Location: Jurong, Singapore, Hong Kong

Hmm. I'm really an avg guy, avg in everything, that's why i'm still single now. I'm also a lamer coz i love to crack a lot of lame and "yellow" jokes, haha!

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