My sweet 19

Hey guys,

This is my 1st entry when i'm 19 yrs old. I juz had my party last sat. I think that this yr's party is more fun than last yr's. Perhaps more ppl play tgt but i must apologise to cec,tangjie and beechoo. I think many of us, perhaps including me, ostracise them unintentionally. Sry ladies!

I needa thank those who turned up for the party. I must also thank yuhui and qiongye for staying over. We realli talked a lot abt our personal stuffs and i think we know one another better.

Today is only my official date of my DOB. Below are the top 5 ppl who smsed me to wish me a happy birthday on time.
1st: Ying Wen (00:00:12)(This is the time)
2nd: Yu Hui (00:02:30)
3rd: Shuang Yu(00:03:07)
4th: Wan Yan (06:31:49)
5th: Xian Hui (08:14:31)

I juz feel very boliao, so i write this. It looks more like amazing race departure time(u won't get the joke if u dun watch amazing race)

Actually what i expect for my last yr of teenage's year, i haven't thought of it. I juz hoped that my NS life will be good and also i'm able to maintain those friendships that i have made coz some friendships are starting to fade off. Dunno why, perhaps everyone is busy and dun have time to maintain a friendship bah. That's depressing, no doubt. Well, this is a part of life.

As in for my love life, juz let nature take the course. Though i have someone in mind(you all dun bother to think who is it bah), i still unconfirmed. Even if i confirm she is the one, i feel that i am not good enough for her. Actually, i have many things to tell her, but i didn't. Anyway, i juz thought of this song becoz of that. I end my post with this song，真心话 by peter ho...

早晨醒来身上沾了颜料
而画笔还握得很紧很牢
阳光中你仍静静悄悄
在画板上看着我微笑

几乎每天梦到散着步和你聊
有一种幸福和美好
我感觉得到却捕捉不到
有时候让情绪很糟
感动明明塞满胸口却说不明白
我爱得多么澎湃只愿你能看得出来

喜欢你想爱你想说真心话
我只有深情但请你收下
我只有痴狂却不懂得方法
把我心里想的怀里有的清楚让你看吧

喜欢你想爱你想说真心话
路也许还长但爱已出发
我也许太傻却一点也不假
会永远体贴永远守约你肯让我爱你吗

想看着你闹陪着你笑让我爱你吧