I can feel your sadness coz i'm also sad.

It seems that i'm blogging monthly, haha. Paiseh, coz i realli think that i shld only blog when something special. Indeed last nite was txy 25th anniversary. My feeling that night was realli very complicated. At a moment i can be very happy, at a moment i can be very sad. Well, no doubt that i am realli sad that ruiying didn't win any grp award. Not only me, even all the ruiyings are very sad coz they realli put in a lot of effort and time. Some screwed up exams, some quarrel with parents, some give up the chance to go back to their homeland and so on. Everybody sacrificed and eventually we didn't get the recognition. Not that i'm so particular abt the money, trophy or anything, it's juz the recognition. I did realli drop tears for this. And anyway, i haven't dropped tears becoz of sadness for yrs.

If the readers who know what i'm talking abt in the 1st para, u can carry on reading. If not, u maybe blur. Some of you shld know why ruiying didn't win. The reason i believe has made many ppl unhappy and angry. I'm also one of them. Some of them come to terms to the root cause coz realli, there is nth to do now. For me, perhaps i have been around in txy for 2 yrs and i have been working with ruiying closely. No exaggeration if i say that ruiying is my fruit and 21st and 22nd batch of ruiyings are my sons and daughters. So i still dunno if i'd come to terms to the root cause. I understand that nth can be done and actually the new leaders realli know the root cause and i have strong confidence that they can solve the prob. Juz dunno why i juz can't put this down.

Anyway, i realli learn a lot frm this yr on ruiying. Frm what i can recall, they are:
1. 1 minor thing can have a major impact. For example, like academic, something which is close to us. Though u may say that i juz scored 1 mark lesser for an exam, there isn't impact. However, i believe u all shld have encountered experience like 1 mark to a distinction.

2. There are all types of ppl in the world. Short and sweet!

3.We must make calculated sacrifices and risks.

Juz to conclude, i can feel the sadness of ruiying coz i'm also sad. Well, at least i think many of our ruiyings can touch their own heart and say, "we've put in 100% for ruiying". I believe this is enough. I believe i'll come to terms with this soon, maybe few days coz ruiying still has a long way to go.