Love,Love,Love What can I say?

Hmm... i come to blog again, within 2 days. You may find the title familiar, coz it came from a song which is sang by Fann Wong. This title really reveals what i'm thinking now actually. Trying to convince myself that i must do well for A-level, but dunno why i still bother so much abt my love life? Coz sooner or later, i must have a plan for it. I may juz..... be a loser in love. That's why i need to study to ensure that i have a busy job to keep me fully occupied, coz i may not even have the chance to go dating. Lonely is terrifying. Juz realised that a gal(still dunno if i really like her or not), is going quite well with a guy, who has better physical qualities and it's impt coz as i had said in one of my blog entries last yr, this world is superficial. So did i lose the battle, or did i even qualify for the battle? Dunno, juz again it is another confirmation of my suxing love life. Really dunno what can i say for LOVE? Impt, not impt, superficial, non-superficial. Today junhua came to my house and we chatted, and he told me he had 5 gfs. OMG, isn't it a bit too much for someone at my age. But he is nothing compared to jia shuai who had almost 20 gfs, despite being 1 yr older than me. Junhua told me that it's easy to woo gals, he even gave me some tactics but well, such tactics go well for u, but not me. Again, Love,Love,Love, What can i say? Love, will i even be "eligible" to talk abt it coz i may not even have a chance to touch it before my heartbeat stops. Looks, i dun have. Studies, i'm doing well in school (an avg school). If i dun do well for my A-level, what is the point of living on earth? I'm juz like a useless piece of scrap metal. With horrible outer and inner beauty, where can i go? Perhaps the Heaven or even the Hades will be better for me. Earth..... it's not a place for me!