单身男子日记簿第十五则

Today I blogged early. Currently I don't have much things to do, waiting for amazing race at 9pm.

I kinda recalled a song 远走高飞. There is a lyric like "我的心里面安静地不像话". I'm realli afraid that I'm like that. I deal with emotional stuffs like i'm a dead person.

You know what I detest the most in the world? It's unforseen stuffs that make things so dramatic. These are things that keep happening to me. It's like so helpless and nobody likes it. Hence, I'm like so selfish that I don't wanna care. When ppl ask me rgd that, I dun wanna talk becoz I'm afraid that I'll say the wrong things. Like I say, once you have said something, you can't keep it. I always tell myself, when this happens, keep calm no matter what.

Sometimes ppl actually assume too much. Do rmb, we only assume when we study econs. Rmb, don't assume too much in the world, coz not everything is "ceteris paribus" in the word.

I really hope that I can deal with all these things in the world peacefully, fairly and smartly in the world, with someone who is really fated.

What's one of the most hurtful things in the world? It's when unpleasant things btw yourself and friends keep happening and happening, like it never ends. It's hurtful, but i'm alr numbed to the pain, coz no point feeling painful. You really want to resolve things by accepting many facts that aren't fair and stuffs that are ridiculous. No doubt the world is unfair and ridiculous, but seems that nobody is willing to come to terms to the fact. I'm still learning to.

In the process of learning, you'll have done lots of unpleasant things, which make others unhappy. I'm no exception. This is realli frustrating.