Everything is complicated...

Hmm... juz ended school and got back a few papers. Well, i shldn't reveal first until i got back all.

Well, recently felt that many things are actually very complicated. It is really that as people grow other, things that occur around them are really complicated. Why do I say that? Well, becoz i got something which on the surface, it's something nice. Instead, i feel that it's a sarcasm. Perhaps u all dun understand, but i won't further elaborate coz the ppl involved may be reading the blog. (My blog has been introduced by the CDAC in their monthly newletter, so i must be careful abt what i write)

Then, even i become complicated. I find my character very special. My character is very extreme. Dunno why do i feel sad even when i go out with my friends last fri? Perhaps i really feel demoralised coz they all can sing so well... Coz i can't sing. Some ppl didn't learn but yet they can sing so well. I really tried to learn, but....

Hmm... many ppl are striving so hard, even harder than me, but yet they may not get the grade they want. Though i can normally get the good grades i want, i am not happy at all, dunno why. Perhaps i want something else. I want to have a good voice and also have the ability to dance hip-hop. Well, i'm not gifted. I also want to be very physically fit, but what, i can't perform all these. And i dun think i look good. So when i have the money, i'll do 3 things
1. Learn to sing
2. Learn Hip hop
3. Plastic surgery

Even i've all the money in the world, i can't really buy what i want
1. Accompany
2. The ability to read thru other's mind

Well, u seee, everything is complicated. You all shld trust me now....