Decision isn't easy to make

I'm finally coming back to blog. Ziheng, you can read a new entry frm me. Perhaps this is the long awaited english entry that many of u wanted me to write. Anw, i feel that writing in any language means the same to me, coz i juz wanna release my emotions and so on.

Anw, i'm now on crutches as many of you have known, coz i juz aggravated my knee injury. And honestly, i'm a little pissed abt that. Why? Perhaps you can come and ask me, coz it's some very sensitive issue.

Had been feeling emo for the past few weeks. Why? A lot of decision to make, though the answer is juz a yes or no. For my love life, decision has to be made. I just felt that i'm like fighting thru a terminal disease. Well, ppl that have nvr gotten into a state whereby u have nvr dated b4 won't understand. And also f0r those who nvr realli put in lots of effort on a gal b4, u also won't understand the situation i'm in. Come on, i know it's shocking that i nvr dated b4. Laugh at me everyone.....

I nvr dated b4, so what?